- Amanda Vaughan
- Aug 25, 2022
- 2 min read
I wasn't sure whether to laugh or cry when I realized how long it had been since I had updated my website. Total failure over here! Like many of you, I think I have been in a constant state of fight or flight since 2020 when the big C-word turned us from normal people to crazed moms who wiped down our grocery boxes before bringing them into the house (with masks and gloves on!) Don't pretend like you guys didn't do that too! ;) If you didn't...please feel free to laugh at me now.

When schools and the rest of the world shut down, I went from "normal busy mom stress" to "must keep all of my people safe and alive and in control of everything stress"! Here we are...two years later and I still don't feel like I am back to "normal" or as normal as can be. I went from a happy, bubbly person with very little anxiety to a happy, stressed person whose anxiety is through the roof. I ended up letting so many things I enjoyed in life (like this little website of mine) fall to the wayside because I didn't have the energy or time (so I thought) to keep up with them. But here I am...at midnight...exactly one week before my kids return to school from Summer Break and through my thoughts of depression from missing spending all this time with them...I am thinking and focusing on things I can do for myself. So I plan to re-organize my site (and life - haha) and get back to my old self! Thanks to all of you that have stuck with me over the years through my consistency and lack thereof. You are so appreciated by me and really make my heart full of love. xoxo - Amanda